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hey baby,  i may be wrong, but it seems that most likely this web site will not fit any more pics...and i have some more stuff i want to post up & continue to post up...so soon ill make a new web page...a continuation basically of this original one.........love u!
 
mike - here is my new site:
i will post new stuff & pics in the future there, my own, some photography, etc.

te amo!
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me & my brother bojan @ the EX in the summer
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bambi eyes
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funny pic lol

Hair Colour : Blonde (naturally a brunette, but ive been a blonde forever, its gotten under my skin lol & i know its ME,but im still open to change in the future . . .)
Eye Colour : Brown (sometimes hazel)
Height : 5'5 1/2 (167 cm)
(thats what the doctor said, but i thought i was 5'6, well close enough)
 

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i usually let my hair grow during the winter time, then cut it, layer it in the spring, but this time i might just trim it a bit, ill see, i want to let it grow, as u can see it has grown nicely since this past summer....and usually my eyebrows are extremely thin lol, i always liked the thnner eyebrows on women, and not the thicker one, (not that i ever had ones like that lol), but i made them super thin, and that aint goo either...actually so thin....that i barely had any so i had to pencil then in....and now im letting them grow....and im happy lol....now theyll actually be thicker....and nice.....hopefully lol......also did i tell u the story when i was in cuba, how actually it all started at toronto's international pearson airport...while me & my family were in the waiting section waiting for our flight....a bunch of young teenage boys came back from some kind of tournament i guess....and about a while later....one of the boys (about maybe 15)....comes up to me, and hes like " would u mind if i took a pic with u ? " ...for a second, i was like in shock, trying to process what he just said, so i thought about it for a sec, what harm could that be, so i replied: "sure", then he posed beside me lol, put his lil arm around me, and asked one of the other boys to take a pic, when a lot of a sudden THE WHOLE GANG...A LOT OF THE OTHER BOYS on the team come running over (they almost run over me lol) and then we all took a pic together - THAT A WAS A RANDOM & weird experience....then after that, i was looking at some special rocks and charms at a shop while we were waiting (i luv stuff like that, yoga, meditation, charms, gems, relaxation cds...i always go to this one store on danforth st. close to where we used to live before, and its called "the gifts of the eart", a very beautiful sore....welll LET ME GET BACK ON TOPIC ONCE AGAIN LOL - so to make a long story short....the owner of the lil shop....gives me this rock that says "believe" on it.....and he told me im giving this to u, u have to believe in yourself and ull be able to accomplish anything, anything is possible trust me - I THOUGHT THAT WAS SO SWEET (he also said, how he believes that he can transfer good energy, his wish for me, into me, as good fortune)---my lil sis thought, the old man had a thing for me lol -- then when I got to Cuba - it all started again at the air port...the locals i could hear them whistling lol....and it looked kinda scary around there, the airport was kinda small in Cienfuegos, Cuba....it was late at night....and my parents were giving me weird looks...and it wasnt like i was doing anything to attract attention....i was just present lol.....then when we got to cuba...from the first day.....especially the first few days.....ppl thought i was britney spears lol....so my dad started joking around....cause hes so big and fat now lol (once he was so fit)....he was kidding that he can pretent to be my bodyguard.............anyways....at other times....i had ppl tell me i resemble shakira, scarlett johanson (once), a singer from former yugoslavia (whos a legend, very popular in the 80s), gwen stefani (once), sometimes when i look at the movie "pretty woman" with julia roberts...she reminds me of myself...the way shes fun, bad, but shes good inside, full of dreams, and shes scared, and emotional too....my sister says when i cry sometimes theres this vein or something lol on my fore head that kinda pops out...and hers does too...........i have many fav female celebrities (weather theyre actresses, singers, models, ect.)...........but most of the time, ive been told that i resemble britney lol the most....!

just lil ol' me
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just me
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me
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moi
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my face is so wintery pale at the moment...once it was a virtue...now i definitely need some tanning lol or just simple bronzer or blush...but maybe its also cause i aint wearing any make up in these lil photos...except a bit of brown lip stick...but anyways, i cant wait to supppper tan in 2006 - mostly during spring.....i dont know if i should do it before or after i get my 2nd tattoo....i know that im not suppose to tan for about two months after i get my tat (so that it heals properly and doesnt fade), at the same time i dont know if im suppose to tan, and then get that tat on top of that...when that skin really is another layer....lol im off topic again....but.....i guess i can tan a bit before then get the tat :) im excited.....i still dont know exactly what i want or exactly where i want it.....its either my lower back or my ankle....but id like my ankle more :).....somthing tiny and in black ink......either a symbol, writing, or something to do with dance or life. i already have the japanese character underneath my baby unicorn that stands for "courage".....not i want something like "rebirth", "beautiful life" ....hmm im not sure but ill decide in a month or 2...... :)

caribbean babeeee
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hey sweety,
i thought id drop u a lil note, since i havent in forever! remember when u once mentioned how uve shown my pic to your friend katie i think but u didnt want to show her this web page cause it was mine n private, well u know what, if u havent already done it so lol, u can show the web page to whomever u feel like u should, lol i just thought of that for some reason, and i wanted to let u know about it too. now that ive got your address, im excited about mailin u something from me, i better do it pretty soon cause i end up puttin everything off till the last minute, usually at least hehe, i miss u baby more than ever!
your girl

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me & some friends @ Inside Bar for my Bday...
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ppl i came with were all scattered around...

one of my friends just emailed me this pic, she found it on the inside web site, the club photographer also took a pic of me n my friend miranda, but i dont know if they posted it up on the web site as well.........also on my left side is jessy....lol...i guess we were walkin or somethin...doesnt look like we're dancin...and my really good friend richard is on my right side behind us holdin a beer lookin on to us....it was a nice nite...but we had to leave a bit early that nite...cause one my firends who i was gettin a ride from to home had to go around 1:40am....which sucked...but it was still good...since then...i havent been to a club really....just some bar and stuff...hangin around mostly.........SO YEAH...HERE IS ANOTHER PIC IF ME LOL...FOR NOW UNTIL I GET SOME MORE...AND U MUST BE A REAL BUSYYY MAN TOO ....I HAVENT HEARD A HELLO FROM U IN A WHILE.

I was born in the capital city of Sarajevo,
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in the republic of Bosnia, Former Yugoslavia

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Mike-my guardian angel,
 
As each day passes, I realize more and more how precious you are and how much you mean to me. With you, I always know that I can be myself, I can be honest with you, and you'll never judge me, try to change me or pressure me in any way. You give me room to breathe, and at the same time I want to hold on to you so much more. You are just such a gentleman. You are so supportive, humorous, intelligent, down to earth, optimistic, sweet, sincere, handsome, sexy, cute, fun, and very charming. I feel so much more beautiful because of you. You make me wish I could be a better person. You give me strenght and courage. Whenever I think of you, which is pretty much all the time - you bring hope and warmth into my heart. I miss you more than I could ever express that to you, and I cannot wait to spend time with you. I'm looking forward to meeting your wondeful family, your friends and all the people that are a part of your life. There is just so much I could say, but no words could ever explain the way I feel about you, and nothing could ever be enough. I feel very blessed to be loved by you, and I also cannot wait for the day, when I'll be able to be there by your side, and love you the way you deserve to be loved!
 
I love you baby!
 
your lil lady

"you know when you are in love with a man when he can make you feel like a lover, a mother, and a child,".... by Daisy.

Absence diminishes little passions
And increases great ones,
As wind extinguishes candles and fans a fire....Francois de La Rochefoucauld.

"The richest love is that which submits to the arbitration of time."....by Lawrence Durrell.

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Micheal,
 
I have a feeling that's letting  me know that I found my soulmate at last, I pray to God that it's true!
 
Ivana

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EVERYTHING I DO, I DO IT FOR YOU

(Bryan Adams)

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

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"Don't wait for the one you could live with, wait for the one you can't live without."... by Brian Littrell.

"No man is worth your tears, and the one that is, won't make you cry."... by Brian Littrell.

" When you are in love, an hour apart feels like a lifetime, but together, that same hour feels like a second in Paradise. I want to be in Paradise forever."... by Amandina.

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I am a bit of many things...      negative & positive :
I am a perfectionist, chocoholic, dreamer, believer, adventurer, lover, optimist, child @ heart,  fighter, artist, happy, sensitive, passionate, daring, curious, workaholic, dedicated, loyal, stubborn, impatient, impulsive, romantic, understanding, laid back, down to earth, friendly, talkative, wild, independent, presistant, have an eye for detail, creative, sensual, sexual, quiet, calm, open, honest, irresponsible, responsible, reliable, mature, neat, messy, aggressive, intelligent, healthy, open minded, strong, willed, punctual, late (lately!),
self-respected, mysterious, different, spiritualist,  spontaneous, fun, confident, a winner, never give up, crazy, generous, annoying, nervous, worried, giving, confused, scared, brave, unrealistic(what can I do, I'm a dreamer), beautiful inside-out...a young woman
 

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Mike . . .my sweetest English gentleman...my funny musician....YOU ARE THE ONE THAT'S BEAUTIFUL INSIDE OUT !!!
I've told you before and I will repeat it again, I see something beautiful within you that I cannot define.
You may be a thousand miles away & I may hardly know you, but everytime I think of you, everytime I hear from you: you make me smile, you make me happy. These feelings that I am feeling and the way I miss you endlessly may sound crazy, and yet somehow you give another reason to live, you inspire me to become a better person.
 I want you to know that I miss you more than words could describe. I am so thankful that our paths have crossed. Now I know for sure, that someone as wonderful as you is out there. I mean I always knew... I'd give anything to just spend a moment with you, since we never really got the chance. I want to be with you. I hope that some day I could see you again. I haven't stopped thinking about you since the first moment I met you, I even thought about you before we formally met. I am so impatient, and I can hardly wait for the things I want the most...but with you, I'll wait as long as it takes...when we do get that moment together, we'll see if our connection truly proves to be what it already is, and if it does(which I believe in my heart that it will even be stronger, especially because we are apart & we'll appreciate that we could be blessed to be together) - - then I don't think we should let go, even if we're an ocean apart.
 Life is just too short to miss out.
I miss you baby!
 
Your Canadian lady

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Me & LeLa @ Venue Night Club, March - 2005








































I DON'T WANT TO MISS A THING

(Aerosmith)

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you are far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep,
Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do,
I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
And I wondering what you are dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you are seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together,
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever

And I don't want to miss one smile,
I don't want to miss one kiss,
I just want to be with you right here with you,
Just like this, I just want to hold you close,
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment,
For all of the rest of time

I luv. . .

~ chocolate (MARS bar especially, Twix, white chocolate too...)
~ smell of a burning match, nail polish
~ big, fluffy pillows
~ pizza
~ my family
~ sunset
~ green eyes
~ beads
~ movies
~ dancing
~ art
~ photography
~ music
~ body art
~ shoes
~ my special English gentleman
~ languages
~ different cultures
~ travel
~ red wine
~ romantic dinners
~ street cafes in Europe
~ dawn
~ lava lamps/black lights/colourful bulbs
~ taking advantage of a blackout
~ romance novels
~ candles
~ interior design/decoration
~ summer
~ astrology
~ suprises
~ heavy rain beating against my window
~ ocean/sea
~ tomatoes
~ postcards
~ jewellery
~ french fries
~ taking long walks on the beach
~ magazines
~ stuffed animals/beeny babies
~ corny little things
~ thunderstorms
~ sleeping in on a cold, snowy morning
~ philosophy
~ dining out
~ weddings
~ rocks, stones, charms
~ meeting all kinds of people from all over the world
~ perfumes
~ pineapple
~ flowers ( pink roses )
~ jacuzzi
~ sunlight coming through the window into a room
~ motorbikes
~ BBQ
~ coin collections
~ making home movies
~ chocolate cake
~ bubble bath
~ Taco Bell
~ road trips
~ Easter
~ going out on a date
~ concerts
~ whipcream
~ Korona
~ scratch tickets
~ flip flops
~ soccer
~ swimming
~ yoga
~ going out & having a good time
~ picnics
~ exercise
~ wind blowing through my hair
~ sparklers
~ warm sweater
~ cozy rooms
~ writing Christmas cards
~ New Years
~ earrings
~ Chinese Zodiak  ( I am a Fire Tiger, because I was born in the year of 1986)
~ gorgeous views
~ cottages
~ renting a cabin in the mountains
~ smell of eyeshadow (it's something from my childhood, smells are such great memory triggers)
~ museums
~ my friends
~ fashion
~ brownies
~ cappucino
~ tanning beds indoor at winter
~ silk
~ strawberry/green apple lollypops
~ autumn leaves
~ make up
~ getting a massage
~ nature
~ funky stores
~ kinderegg
~ thongs
~ grocery shopping
~ email
~ balloons
~ my birthday :)
~ glow sticks
~ just hanging out...
~ hot summer nights
~ rollerblading
~ airplanes
~ trains
~ buying gifts
~ falling in love
~ jeans
~ ice cubes in my drink
~ marshmallows
~ poetry
~ caramel & nuts
~ apple pie
~ humour
~ people that never give up
~ individuals with BIG hearts
~ gentleness
~ kindness
~ glitter
~ red lipstick
~ skating
~ kites
~ hotdog stands (yummy)
~ receiving presents
~ rainbow
~ suntanning at the beach
~ memories
~ fireplaces
~ ordering Chinese food
~ microphone
~fairies/angels/mermaids/unicorns...I luvvv these things!
~ Sunday morning
~ lasagna
~ Spanish songs
~ criminology/forensics
~ numerology
~ drinking Coca Cola out of a glass bottle
~ watching a play
~ when my favourite TV show comes on
~ coffee readings/palmistry
~ cowboy hat
~ I love English dialetcs :) (: British, Irish, Australian, East Coast & Southern :)
~ hiking through a beautiful cool forest
~ all the wonderful people that inspired/touched my life
 
 
 
 
 

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Some Quotes on long distance love . . .
 
- "Here in my heart, that´s where you´ll be; you´ll be with me, here in my heart. No distance can keep us apart, long as you´re here in my heart."
Diane Warren
 

- "Love is but a burning fire, the distance between us only increases our desire."
 Kimberly Shalala

 

- "Distance does not matter if two hearts are loyal to one another."
Unknown

 

- "Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will."



 - "There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It's caused by the absence of you."
Author Unknown

 

"- To truly love something, you must first give it a chance to fail. If it survives, it is going to be stronger than ever. Distance is pure proof of this, and forever we will love if we survive."

 

- "Whenever I want you, all I have to do... is dream."
Flower

 


- Whenever you feel a warm breeze brush against you, that's the kiss I blew to you."
Danielle A.

 

- "This may be the last time I see you, but if you keep me in your heart, together we shall be eternal; if you believe, we shall never part."
Ben Harper

 


- "Absence makes thy heart grow fonder."

 

- "It is through the parting of two that eternal love is truly discovered. For their love stays strong and holds till the end."
R. K. Smith


 

- "If you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you."
Source Unknown


 

- "Whenever you want to see me, just close your eyes; I'll be with you just a heartbeat away."
Aditya

 


- I hate having my soul on the other side of the world, but I am so glad it's with you."
Source Unknown

 

- We've got this gift of love, but love is like a precious plant. You can't just accept it and leave it in the cupboard or just think it's going to get on by itself. You've got to keep watering it. You've got to really look after it and nurture it.
John Lennon

 

- I met in the street a very poor young man who was in love. His hat was old, his coat worn, his cloak was out at the elbows, the water passed through his shoes -- and the stars through his soul.
Victor Hugo

 

 

- To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage.                                                                                      Lao Tzu

 

 

- He is not a lover who does not love forever.
Euripides

 

This was love at first sight, love everlasting: a feeling unknown, unhoped for, unexpected--in so far as it could be a matter of conscious awareness; it took entire possession of him, and he understood, with joyous amazement, that this was for life.
* Thomas Mann


 

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.
* William Shakespeare


 

The course of true love never did run smooth.
* William Shakespeare


 

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

Anonymous

 

"The heart has reasons that reason cannot know."

Pascal

 

 

 

"When you realize you want to spend The rest of your life with somebody, You want the rest of your life To start as soon as possible." When Harry Met Sally (Movie)

 


"If the sun should refuse to rise And the moon doesn't hang in the night

The tides won't change, seasons rearrange When the world is through I will still love you."

- From the song "Still" sang by 98 Degrees

"I look at you looking at me, Now I know why the best things are free, How you've changed my world You'll never know, I'm different now, You've helped me grow."

- Angel of Mine, a song by Monica

 

 

 


 






 

 


 

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My dreams/goals for the future:
 
~ earn at least a BA University degree
~ become a make up artist
~ travel around the world
~ learn how to play the guitar & the paino
~ go on a cruise
~ visit Africa ( on a humantarian mission )
~ foster children from third world countries
~ get married in a Church/on the beach
~ become a mommy
~ win the lottery (I wish!)
~ learn Spanish and Italian
~ have an art/photography exhibition
~ own a yaght & go on at least a three- month adventure
~ open up my own Beauty Salon/Spa or a restaurant
~ become a good cook
~ own a crazy car
~ live in a beach house or somewhere by water...
~ write a book someday about something interesting
~ skydive
~ bungeejump
~ scuba dive
~  get more tiny tattoos in the future (to mark what's special to me):
eg. my children's names ( I hope I have some.)
~ do a drastic hair style change...some day...
~ meet one of my favourite celebrities
~ decorate my own place
~ go under hypnosis for fun
~ swim under a waterfall
~ take a flightattending course
~ host the best house parties in town
~ try laser hair removal (like Cher in the 80s)
~ visit the most haunted places in the world
~ own a cuttie puppy some day ( I am phobic, something must have happened when I was little, I can't remember, but I still have a fear of dogs, especially big ones. I still wouldn't dare to pet one for more than a second, or let it sniff me.  I hope that some day, I'll be able to hold one in my hands and not be afraid of it.)
~ own a huge video collection (especially: 80s hits & horror flicks)
~ have my own little black room
~ teach ESL in Asia for 6 months
~ while I'm still a student - go on an exchange in Europe ( I was a Summer Work Exchange Student in New Brunswick, Canada & it was one of the most memorable experiences of my life so far, and I had such a blast, I almost didn't want to come home.)
~ experience everything possible at least once...
~ go skinny dipping
~ go to a nude beach
~ take cooking lessons, self-defence class...etc.
~ get a ride in a helicopter
~ organize a food drive for the homless
~ I am not sure if I'll ever become a therapist (because originally I was planning to go into Psychology, but  I still would like to really help somehow sexually abused victims, in particularly children, it's something that has always drawn me & even if I could get to do answer a rape crisis line, that would be cool....but who knows...what may happen one day...)
~ climb Mount Everest (I'd like to try at least.)
 

Cuba - day of the evacuation bc. of Hurricane Denn
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"If you live to be a hundred I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you."....by Caroline.

"Some love lasts a lifetime. True love lasts forever."... by Unknown.

"I Love You more than Yesterday, but not as much as Tomorrow"... by Amy.

 

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my little brother (almost 6) & his friend

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What I don't like . . .
 
~ waiting in line
~ mushrooms, cellery, olives
~ lying
~ cheating
~ betrayal
~ backstabbing
~ sugarcoating situations/people
~ gossip
~ jealousy
~ cheap people
~ racism
~ discrimination
~ hate
~ tunnel vision/close minded people
~ old fashioned individuals (some old fashion ways should always remain though, like respect, morals and such)
~ when my cd's get scratched somehow & they skip
~ unfriendly cashiers/waiters
~ people who pretend to be your friends
~ when an annoying beat gets stuck in my head
~ when I'm watching a good movie, especially the most interesting scene & the power turns off
~ when I just finish putting together an email or I spent hours writing an essay, without saving it in the first place, and then the computer freezes and it all gets erased...and then I don't have the will to do it from scratch, but even if I do, it never seems to end up the same...
~ sexism
~ when someone calls my name constantly while I am trying to focus
~ when people don't listen
~ stubborness
~ when I have tummy aches
~ blood tests
~ soar throat
~ insects (I only like butterflies, lady bugs...and maybe some rare specie...)
~ when I just finish organizing something & someone messes it up
~ when I spill my drink on my favourite top
~ when I get a pimple, especially the night before the next day to which I am really looking forward too
~ when I have to get up really early in the morning
~ when I am late for an appintment/work/school
~ when I can't sleep/keep waking up in the middle of the night
~ exams
~ presentations ( I only enjoy some of them )
~ bad breath
~ people that don't make eye contact when you speak to them
~ (yes! lol, the same people that stare @ your chest, hair, legs, teeth...everywhere else but @ YOU.)
~ bullies
~ the awful smell of gasoline
~ mineral water
~ math
~ long, freezing winters
~ creepy men sitting beside me in the subway
~ people who always make sure that they sit right next to me, where my purse is, while the rest of the bus has pleanty of empty seats, they want the one next to me!
~ drivers that are too cautious, too slow...
~ when people try to run me over with their cars (it's almost happened a few times in my life)
~ people who really get annoyed when a child is crying in a public place ( most of these people either don't have kids of their own or their children are grown up, and they just think about themselves.)
~ people that hear/see only what they want to hear/see
~ people who think you have to be just like they are
~ people who are just soo full of themselves, that in reality they aren't even half of what they make themselves out to be
~ teachers that would rather be doing something else & who make sure that you know about it!
~ teachers who favor certain students
~ violence
~ child abuse
~ people who are insecure
~ immature individuals
~ people who like to use others
~ fighting
~ the smell of hospitals
~ disrespect
~ indivudals who can't appreciate
~ insensitivity
~ judging something that you don't know nothing about
~ disorganization
~ when I break my nail
~ when I lose something that I just bought
~ pessimism
~ being discouraged/put down
~ meaness
~ days when nothing goes right
~ when I am wrong
~ when I give in, but I know that I shouldn't
~ when I wake up from a wonderful dream
~ when I have to pull a all-nighter ( because I procrastinate)
~ the ending of most horror movies
~ people who think that the world is black and white
~ when I am in a hurry & something always goes wrong
~ dirty sheets....old beds....they all creep me out....(eg. bad hotel rooms...etc.)
~ Harveys
~ vacuuming
~ there is just something about Paris Hilton, that annoys me
~ my gr. 11 English teacher (crazy, rude & unbelievable man)
~ child pornography
~ war
~ terrorism (innocent civials dying)
~ violence against animals
~ black magic
~ not being able to have/get something
~ unkept promises
~ when I get rashes (from a belt, necklase, earings, shaving, cosmetics...I have sensitive skin.)
~ knives
~ blisters
~ scams
~ when others like to get into my business
~ men that don't get a hint -(just recently, a boy who likes me & wanted me to date him, just couldn't understand that we couldn't be together...he kept calling me a thousand times every day, kept talking about how he knew where i lived when I never told him where exactly, called my house when I told him not to, pretended like we were really close & kept referring to, we'll always be together forever..when he didn't know me at all.....I was freaked out & still am afraid that he'll try to call me! What's worse this is not the first time, something like this has happened to me.)
~ family potrait photographers who are married, but insist on inviting young women to pose like in the "Maxim" magazine for free, so that they could "update their proffessional portfolio" = another type of a pervert!
~ unsocial people
~ when my freshly painted nails get ruined
~ people that are obsessive/unstable (I met many...especially one girl @ York University, I am just lucky I didn't get too close to her.)
~ people that will make you feel bad so that they can feel better about themselves
~ complicated/difficult individuals
~ when I'm taking a shower & there's no warm water
~ people who are "too busy" to get in touch with you
~ people who don't ever call you back when you leave them a message
~ uptightness
~ when I get nervous about something
~ politics
~ regrets
~ boredom
~ when I erased 200 digital pictures by mistake (which couldn't be taken back)
~ people who's main concern is what others will think of them
~ individuals who always look for someone to blame
~ feeling uncomfortable
~ not being in control
~ being embarassed
 
 
 
 
 

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CUBA, July - 2005






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Right Here Waiting

(This has always been one of my favourite love songs)

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Richard Marx

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

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